pacing

...is so disgusting right now. Oh my word. Such a MESS. Oh my gosh. Loose ends, and things that need to happen, and GAHASDFGJKL QWRETYU WHY. can't even find where I want to open this chapter ("Fallout"). Word of the day: Outline before you write. Then, at least, sanity stays in a nice little plotted box that you can at least retreat to when everything hits the giant 65mph rotary fan.